Well, I have the dreaded cramps now, so it is safe to say that this cycle did not work. My period is due today and I always get cramps the day before, which I did. I am not too upset. I felt from the beginning that this was not going to work, but I had to try so that I don't spend my life thinking, "What if?" It certainly helps that I am surrounded by family and friends and my wonderful husband, and surprisingly enough, the fact that my sister is getting ready to have a baby helps, too. I wish it was me, but if it can't be me, at least it is someone whom I love very much, and now I can be a part of things.
I thought about disbanding this blog since there will be no baby, but I like it, so I think I'll just keep it. We can discuss school and work and the new puppy that I think I should get since I'm not getting a baby!
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